Friday, October 27, 2006

-a thorn-

bitch fit i'm having
cos' urs is spilling over the brim.
its amazing how u can shamelessly say stuffs like tat
u went thru some grooming classes didn't u
failing mids doesn't make me one hell of a loser
so stop blatantly say i m one.

i'm starting to hate u.
i know i shouldn't
but u were the thorn and the cause of such epidemic hatred.
fark it. fark yourself.


| she whispered alone @ 11:13 AM|

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

-greens and diet coke-

there was an recent article about the model who died,
after starving herself with mere greens n diet coke for 3 mth
real admiration overruled sympathy.
how can anyone just have greens and diet coke?
those tempting meat and fried to crisps stuffs.

n whenever i do try to go on such anorexic/bulimic diet,
my bro will daunt at that weak attempt of mine.
he tells me the damage to the digestive system and liver
and the possibility of countering death
once, with my sheer humor,
i told him,"that's gd, i want to die"

n so came the nice reply,
"there are better and faster way to."
ok.bro

well, models do have to be thin to be on that runway
tat's reality.
and even if u aint a model or model-wannabe,
the intrinsic preference is embedded in society.
those disgusted stares at chubby fats,
n invention of horrid term like,"thunder thighs"

maybe green beans,diet coke and occasional meat.


| she whispered alone @ 12:16 AM|

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

-your day.-

| she whispered alone @ 6:53 PM|

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Friday, October 13, 2006

-workwrecked-

was at the s'pore jewel fest preview yest.
shopping i was not.working yes i was.
at wk with the hefty plates n burdensome shoulders,
i almost collapsed near the end.
the number of tai-tais conquered the diamond-dazzling showroom.
i broke down mentally figuring out how extravegant their lives must be.
n e photographer asked me,"eyeing smth?"
i don't think i can afford it,not now. soon

skoolwk's becoming harder to manage.
n e clown is having immense difficulty trying to juggle
the balls are all over the floor.
work,school,tuition,parties.
worse,i've disgusting teammate for some projects.
irks me to know we are actually close in sch.
please do something about it and stop giving excuses


| she whispered alone @ 11:11 AM|

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

-on a thursday-

i can't put a finger to how i feel,
the ransacked life alcohol and parties have led to,
another wasted night at zouk.

beautiful yet mudane life was-2 yrs back.
as i look back, i realised how much society has caused
the changes in me,
so horrid, my parents will be put to shame.
christians we all are, yet i'm, consciously misbehaving.

what has become of me?


| she whispered alone @ 1:50 PM|

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