Wednesday, November 29, 2006
-the open book exam-
last term, i had an open book exam,
it was of no use to me since i didn't quite flip the pages
not that i had everything in my mind, just that i couldn't remember where the answers were located.
tat's the bad part about open book exam.
you become so dependent on it.you feel u've done much more studying than u ever need just highlighting the lines in the book. and when i mean highlighting i meant highlighting. it seems like the pages of the books are yellow and my highlighter is white.
i swear i can predict what will happen at 2pm later today.
a question that pops to me like an alien from outer space, something that requires the speed of 100/pages per min-flipping and 500words/min-copying. i tremble at that thought. yet i sit here waiting for it to happen. maybe i should go practice some flipping and copying.
the power of reliance
on a lighter note, an almost weightless note
every shite will end tomorrow, temporal
and then colours will fill the world and parties will hit off the roofs.
pokering,mahjonging,swimming,running,tennising,partying,
jumping,shouting,screaming and all the -ing and -ed.
i can't wait i can't wait. and more pictures camwhoring practices i will engage in
such profession i must acquire. NOVEMBER 29 marks the start of celebrations.
29 is such a nice number. cos in another month's time. something aweseome will happen.
ok,if u got that, ok. i was just joking. if u didn't. hmm.maybe u should try gettin it.
| she whispered alone @ 2:25 AM|
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Monday, November 27, 2006
-its monday!-
i so know its not like the right time to blog, cos my rmss paper is approaching in prolly an hour's time.
but i've declared studying for it
OVER. its too tormenting on my degenerating brain cells.
true experiments,quasi-experiment,validity,reliability. screw all tat.
studying for it for the past few days caused this boredom, i really do not think i care about the results. hopefully after the paper, i'll receive words of consolation such as,"
i'm going to fail too".
no more macs for a long time. i ate so much of it i feel farking fat. but company was great. n we had much fun
clowning around.
yes dora, till the next sem we meet to mug.
soccer watching was a good break yest. watched with the 2 lil boys.:) both whom are man u fans. the
red devils. the one i hate. n they sing,"glory glory man united"..oh yes. we heard you.but i love
chelsea. not cos they've been winning.and some say its thru bribes. but somehow, i can't put a finger to why i do. I JUST DO! but oh well to all those jeerings i hear in the backgrd. SO?
okays, now back to books. before failure becomes a cruel fact.
| she whispered alone @ 5:25 PM|
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Monday, November 20, 2006
-the whites-
i've failed.
a visit to the hospital
grandma, she had a minor op
bed 10 my mom said she was
when i stepped in e ward,i cudn't match any of the patients
with the image of grannie i had in my memory
i ran out so worried
"mom,grannie is not here!"
my mom stepped in n my grannie waved to her
its tat saddening
the bloat the swell the whites
grannie, u had black hair the last time i saw you.
now i don recognise you
grannie, i tot i look the same.
u don recognise me either
its tat saddening
i don think i want to go thru
wat i went thru wit granddad.
i don think i want to be there at e last min
only to know u've gone to somewher better
its tat saddening
| she whispered alone @ 12:23 AM|
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
-along runs eunice-
3 more weeks of tolerance.
3 more weds of low PSI air
3 more final papers
3 more weeks of lack of sleep
and i'll be floating to somewhere nicer.
sch's a dread. i like to use the word
painfulmy projects duedates are approachingi've endless books to read
endless knowledge to prepare for finals
still presentations to crap
worse, no one's helping
cos they have their own business to cope
it doesn't matter that much to me.
those grades.
but the tot of doing worse than pep who are nonchalant
*shivers*
i can't be term as stupid,no, i can't be
stupidieri hope i didn't overlook any other stuffsi hope i'm not missing out on my relationships
with friends, with family, with society
i can't seem to remember when the walkway to wisma was blocked
can't seem to remember how grandma looks like
can't seem to remember the last time i spoke a topic wit my sis
can't rem the last thing i talked to my dad
i think i'm losing it.
3 weeks is all i need
| she whispered alone @ 11:21 AM|
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-you-
thank you for being sweet
u make me cringe
at every lil totful thing you do
some say its temporal
some say its a fake
some say its e trick
but i say i don care
cos now it feels right. just right.
| she whispered alone @ 11:11 AM|
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