Tuesday, December 05, 2006
-the last month of the year-
2006 is coming to a finale. a f***ed up year basically.
as we seek preps, clasp our hands to celebrate the coming of a hopefully better 2007,
it calls for some reflections.
the lousy stuffs in 2006,said and done.
too early for remorse, i'll save the self-pity for the last blog of the yr.
n see wat worse tortures 2006 might bring, in this final 2.75 weeks lapse.
zouk-out was not as fun as i tot of it as. the hype n all the media conjured.
luckily it was a swift torment, 7am came earlier den expected.
i watched the sunrise, a good view of the seaside,
n walked thru the dirtied beach littered wit ciggies butts, cups n lost slippers.
music on the other hand was good. though company wasn't.
that was sure expensive price to pay to wallow alone.
some stuffs said n not quite meant
i burnt the hole in the heart
n burnt a piece of mine
as i watched u leave,
i wished i shuddup at the right time.
n disappear in the face of the earth.
somethings should go,
somethings should remain,
yet i can't seem to separate which are these.
pardon me as i put u thru tis,
i'm equally mind-fcked by myself.
ever been stucked between 2?
ever wished you cud help everyone and
satisfy every soul?
ever tried farking hard to sit on the fence?
i want to offer that listening ear.period.
i know i can relief some pain.
but its almost like how economics put it,
allocative efficiency.
no one can be made better off without someone being worse off.
| she whispered alone @ 11:30 PM|
__________
break my silence
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