Friday, February 02, 2007
-in the middle of the night-
when loneliness sets in.
a life in its singular term.
a black shadow definition.
tim tams and ben&jerry.
the choco indulgence.
its time to quit the sweet tooth
and resign to what i call destiny.
i finally stopped clubbing on weds.
it feels good waking early on thursday feeling refreshed.
but still. work's draining every drop of wat's left in me.
school's in its mid. 5 weeks into the school, 10 weeks to the end of yr2.
time flies. it really does. a month into 2007, so far a gd year it seems.
although i lost quite alot of money gambling. ooops.
i just went shopping recently. if i'm not wrong. this month i burnt $300.
the gap shirt on the magazine is not to be missed,
though i doubt i'll look as good as the model
not even near comparable.
but the thot of owning the nice shirt.
ok. self satisfaction.
i'm a horrid shoppaholic.
disgusting compulsive disorder..save me someone save me.
shoppaholic and workaholic-work for money to shop. complements each other
a causation undefined.
i'm missing alot of lunch/dinner appointments. i find myself telling people,
soon soon. next week next week. something's wrong with my planning.
i actually took up more job commitments.
this might mean i've to give overseas exchange a miss. no,hongkong and the hunks.
today i saw the tuition kid's dad. so cute, he looks like her older brother.
she's 14. and he looks 24. reminds me of dayan's dad and my own.
these days, fathers are looking younger and better looking too, and my own is ageing.
so forgetful and nagging.
fathers are gifts from heaven.
God send them as representatives of him. xiang's bday was a blast. i celebrated hers with ah kow's at zouk.
didn't quite drink with her but she definitely got herself high.
ah kow was so drunk he went back early.
but i managed to steal a picture of him, seconds before he puked on my shoes.
i find quiet dinner more appropriate these days.
i'm becoming tamer.
good.
and quite a mugger too.
excellent.
| she whispered alone @ 1:21 AM|
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break my silence
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