Wednesday, February 07, 2007

-toothless grin-

i think some dentists aint ethical.
i hope mine is.

i finally decided that doing braces will do me some good in my self esteem just like how xiaxue thinks her nose job is probably a boost to her esteem.
my teeth aint that imperfect, but becos i might be able to make it slightly perfect, i decided to give the dental clinic a visit.
the decision was overwhelmingly faster than i though it'll be. the dentist without looking at my teeth structure, explained the procedures in the usual braces-application. it worries me now that that was the case, but it worries me even more becos i've already committed to the 2years of looking like ugly duckling.i plucked out 2 teeth to make way for the other teeth waiting to stand in a straighter line. after new year, i've got to extract 2 more. a total of 4.ouch.
yes, it was. i could barely eat after the first 2 extraction and i felt so lethargic for no rhyme or reason.
and now my toothless grin looks ridiculous. and though i heard some encouragement fr my classmates when i went to school the next day. there were so many,"huh, y u do braces? your teeth not tat jialat"
oh sigh.
waste of money they said it was. my mum doesn't know about it as yet. so i'm bearin the costs in my stride. that explains why the workaholic is becoming more workaholic.

there's this pretty girl in my class. ha, i wonder if i'm becoming some lesbian or am i some closet lesbian. i find myself looking at her too often. JEALOUSY is the word. such flawless skin. ok, i sound alil psychotic here. its crazy.

beauty is in the eye of the beholder. where's mine?
i'm such a vainpot. and i really wish my mom was beautiful,so she could pass some comforting genes to me, save me of my hard-earned money.:(


| she whispered alone @ 3:00 PM|

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